No, Mommy! Not the doctor! NOT THE DOCTOR!

[laurelin_kit]

GYAH! NO!

Fever got suddenly worse and I threw up the second Tylenol I took. Cool shower did not help, mother decides that I cannot go to school and gets me a doctor's appointment at 9:30. I DO NOT WANT TO GO. I HATE THE DOCTOR'S. There's always something horrific mentioned that I might have but is vetoed (or worse, not) and haunts me and my paranoia forever.

I hate it. Hate it so much. I wish I could just not exist until the sick goes away.

It's not FAIR. I never get this sick! Why can't it GO away? I don't wanna go to the doctor!

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[beckyincharge.livejournal.com]

Is your primary physician a (yes Im home stranded at the moment as well) man or a woman? I know they're professionals and all that, but I cant STAND having a mans hands all over my chest, probing around with a stesthescope telling me to breathe harder. I mean, I wear t-shirts to not be you know.. revealing.. but then he has to stick his hands IN my shirt which is worse!

And women doctors aren't much better - if I have ANYthing wrong with me, they suggest a pelvic examination! "My throat hurts" "Hm.. Well, we'll do a tonsil check and a pelvic examination" "My stomach really hurts, Ive been throwing up -" "Hmm.. well, it could be food poisoning... but lets throw in a pelvic examination just to rule out all possibilites" "Ive got a pain in my side, I think its JUST A GAS PAIN" "Woooo! I dont even HAVE to make up an excuse this time! PELVIC EXAMINATION!"

Yeah.

[laurelin-kit.livejournal.com]

Woman. She's very nice, but it's still...freaky. I just...GAH. It feels weird making small talk with them, becuase it's like if you mention anything weird feeling, like, "Haha, my arm tingles." then you might have some TERRIBLE FATAL DISEASE THAT THEY MUST CHECK FOR RIGHT NOW.

She uses scary long words. And I babble when I'm nervous.

I had to have a male doctor feel me up - I mean, check on me once. NEVER EVER doing that again.

[http://users.livejournal.com/--kiska--/]

Have I mentioned that your icon makes me want to cream myself? Because it does.

[beckyincharge.livejournal.com]

Hey, bitch! Talk to me sometimes! Nice icon, too :D

[http://users.livejournal.com/--kiska--/]

Dude, I tried to find your house at night awhile ago... sometime in August. Jenny and I were bored so I was all, "Hey - lets go see Becky!" But I got lost... we spent 10 minutes driving down random streets...
And yesterday, Jenny and I went to Burger King 'cause I wanted to see you, but you weren't there! I cried. Well, deep down inside, I cried.

So... I try. :P

[beckyincharge.livejournal.com]

SERIOUSLY?! that was YOU? Dude! I was there! Ghady said, "I think your friends are looking for you" and when I went out nobody was there! deep down, I cried too.

But thanks for the thought, man! :D I came to your wendys tonight (minton, right?) and customers were bitching. Hate customers that bitch -_-

love you, biotch!

[laurelin-kit.livejournal.com]

I aim to please, babe.