laurelin_kit | Hurricane Frances will fuck my shit up.

So, some of you know about the great Hurricane Frances. That whole thing about Charley? CHILD'S PLAY. You can call Frances "OH FUCK." Because, you see THIS? IT EATS FLORIDA!

I might as well put on a swimsuit and stick it out! Good lord! I'm terrified for my house. I don't understand all the people at school going "We have home insurance. We'll just get it fixed, no big deal." This is MY HOUSE. MY DAMN HOUSE that my dad spent years almost building from scratch. I have never lived anywhere but here and we've spent years, all the time I've been alive, adding bits and improving here and improving there and remodeling here and there and making it so much our own. I'll cry if there's serious damage. This freaks me out.

I'm leaving very early Friday morning to go to a bit above Tampa. With my grandmother as well. >.<

I have so many things I can't leave. I have to bring the ten or so notebooks I've written in over the years, the Blue Fic, the Badfic, the Young Guns fic, everything. I have to bring the laptop, my DVDs, my jewelry. And oh God, please don't let looters come. Please let everything stay in one piece, please oh God, please. Please let the barrier islands stay in one piece, and please let

severepsychosis just be being pessimistic and for that not to be really true and FUCK. FUCK FUCK FUCK.

This is so unfair. Horribly, catastrophically unfair. I don't want this, I don't need this, I almost want to stay in a shelter nearby. This is really not good and I don't like it one bit.

*gnaws off fingers*